Art Major :)

The clouds were smiling as I walked out of the college on January 5th 2012 :)

The day I finished my final paper of Semester 7, which is also my final written test in college.

The others have finished their final project and it was kind of havoc for the past few days (even on the presentation day itself) for them, but they made it! And it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E. Especially Sofia, she was sooooooooooo happy. Apa tidak kan. Kena bagi green light sambung di UMS *winkwinkwink* (one of the assessor is actually a lecturer in UMS) A few of them were actually given green light.

And I tell myself, I want that green light too. I GOT to have it. :)

But yeah, to be honest, I never thought I could make it this far. I mean... lol. I don't have words for this feeling. God's plan is perfect. Beyond perfect.

I remember going for Dhuha prayer in Matriculation before UPS (first mid-sem) starts. I asked God to give me flying colours for UPS and PSPM (finals) despite I have lost all my hope for Mathematics. LOL. But I have faith in Allah, so He showed me the way :) -The way out of Matriculation.

It's Art. It has always been Art all along. I was blinded by people's expectations on me and on professional careers - lawyer, doctor etc. Then I abandoned Art who used to be my best childhood friend, the one who taught me to be creative and imaginative. Art also taught me to be inquisitive and courageous. Trust me, a lot of courage and strength were needed to vandalize a huge wall with my tiny body...

Just when I almost lose all my skills, God gave me one more chance to brush it up, and even polish it :)

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Thank you, Teacher Morene... and sorry. I took 5 years to finally understand what this shit means. LOLOLL.

Perhaps you'll say, aiya, just diploma you want to bising already. Die happy liao. Naaah. It's not just a diploma to me. It's a diploma that being done well. Some take this shit for the sake of getting a diploma only, but I did this with a passion. I did this with all my heart. I have fell so many times in between it and stood back up because I want this. I love what I am doing and this is exactly what I want.

And so! I am officially a final semester student and I am so excited. Well yeah I've started the sketches and it's kinda frustrating because I want perfection. I am not a perfectionist -__- my life is pretty messed up, my room is more like a storeroom instead of a normal girls room but at the very least, I want all my work to be done perfectly :)

So I plan to quit my job this end of February (ngam ngam 1 tahun kio) to concentrate on my final project. I don't want any regrets, you see. I'd rather use up all the money I saved for a year to support myself for 3 months PLUS project expenses than to graduate with a lousy result. I still do freelance work though ;)

Ha. I'm so going to miss college after this. *sigh* Belum habis pun sudah sebak.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH I swear you guys are CUTE!

Selamat datang ke Fakulti Seni.

...di mana Seni adalah makanan kami :)

Dan carilah inspirasi sampai dapat.

SAMPAI DAPAT.

Ada suka

Ada duka

Ada kenangan :)

Biar semuanya indah.

We got an A for Digital Photography for this portrait picture. At first each of us in d group took 934798584 of pictures and all look so crappy. And then it only took one magic capture from Nichi (her boyfriend) and there you have it.
Guess the lens is connected to the eyes and the heart to eh? ;)

Yeah I'm gonna miss everything.


Ok! Stop blogging start sketching!
*senyum sampai koyak bibir*